懂了

一直以来
他都觉得只要他对别人好
别人就会对他好一些
最起码别做伤害他的事
他都无所谓
于是他懂了一个自私的道理,

“不要对别人付出100%，保留剩余的给自己，

起码不用独自躲在角落哭泣无人晓。”

i want to...

i want to change my way to communicate with you
i want to keep some secrets for myself
i want to be independent and not rely on you
i want to keep myself from your critics
i want to live a life without sadness and stress
i want to complete all the things on time
i want to change your attitude

all the things i want to do...
start from now....

怕

死亡
并没有想象中可怕
唯一可怕的而是
与至亲的人
永远分割在
两个没有交集的世界

wear black to school

it's black day in Inti....
it's also the black day for our group of Management Science...
OMG!!!
first time met all these problems...
1. group members did the slides on last minutes
2. they asked me to bring laptop in the morning
3. woke up late without proper breakfast
4. sheue yng was worse than me (woke up after 43 called her)
5. edited slides in the class
6. technical problems happened on my laptop
7. all corrections done on the slides were gone
8. became second last group to present (many of the classmates were going back)
9. the guy simply answered the questions asked by lecturer (direct "shooting")
10. bus to Giant has gone for twice

still don't know what will happen later....
worrying....

rose

it's a rose from you

thanks a lot

i like it

although i didn't show any surprise expression....

you said...

you said...
you will give me the time...

you said...
you will give me the strength...

you said...
you will give me the happiness...

you said...
you will give me the world...

all the things you said...
had become an excuse for me to escape....

teardrops....
the only solution for sadness... at least for me..

XL said....

XL said...
toleration and communication are important in maintaining relationships
either in family, love and friendship...
whereas trust is the bridge to connect two people from different worlds..
im glad to get advice from her

this is the time for me
to learn how to communicate and socialize with people from different backgrouds, races, religions and cultures...
i don't regret what i have done
as long as i think that's right~~

p/s: i miss her so much...

30-Hour Famine

30-Hour Famine....

i donated RM2...

but i didn't take part because i think i cannot tahan the starvation!!!

hahaha.....

so.. i just do what i can do...

喜欢

喜欢，要怎样变得更让你看得见，

喜欢，让自己活在更多原则下了。

（XC，2010）

心事

有时候

诚实也是一种罪

不想让你知道

只为了不让你难过

因为我会

为了你的伤心而伤心

最后

我的抱歉

也成全了你的再见

中途转机

等待

依旧让人眷恋

就连时间也会分心

当雾散了

我才发现

原来

你只是中途转机...

materialistic?

girls are materialistic???

it depends on what circumstances...

SSC lecturer wants us to make up and dress formal during the Mod Interview

it's an ORDER...

so

i spent over hundred on cosmestic

should i feel guilty???

but

yuu said... "it's time to make this investment..

to build up your confidence and show your feminine side to the people"...

i think it's right...

i am a professional accountant

not a prostitute...

please do not judge me by my make up!!!

hahahhaha