EVE's...

change!!!!!!

2011-03-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

wondering why recently I lost control easily...
it's time for me to do self assessment!!!
what I'm trying to say is....
it's hard to find the mushroom in the present situation...
maybe I have wrong too..
so many weaknesses in communicating with people...
trying to be a person that please everyone
willing to take up things silently although there's nobody notice it...
afterall, nobody realizes my changes and efforts...
argghhhh.....

不管了

2011-03-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

有些人能对一切无动于衷，
但我不能.....
都怪多事的我在做怪....

与其期待你的改变
我选择改变自己
于是
我告诉自己

“ 我不管了。”

2011-02-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

if i believe that i will be fine... is everything gonna be alright???

god bless me.... i don't want to suffer anymore from this.... really... i don't want it!!!!

知心朋友

2011-02-10T10:36:00.003+08:00

“真挚的友谊，犹如和煦的春风，在寒潮尚未退尽的时刻吹送这丝丝暖意…
犹如炎夏的清风，在骄阳如火的季节，送来阵阵清凉…
当你失败时，总有人说上那些暖心的话，他正是你的朋友…当你成功时，总有人会和你一起分享着幸福的时刻，他正是你的朋友…
与你同悲伤共欢乐，为了你的梦想的实现，而倾力相助的人… 为了你的困难而不遗余力帮助解决的人…
为了你的心灵不再忍受重负而全力解除压力的人… 为了你的未来而风雨相携的人…
无论在任何情况下都不会离你而去的人…
用诚恳的内心伴随着你一生的人，正是你的朋友…
是朋友不会在乎你的容貌，是朋友不会在乎你的地位，是朋友不会在乎你的家境，他们真正在乎的是，绝不让亲爱的朋友受到一点点伤害……
财富不是一辈子的朋友，朋友却是一辈子的财富！友情是无色的可是爱情是会退色的…”

p/s:我的朋友很多，但知心的没几个。以上是我从网上找到的答案.... 我想朋友的定义，因人而异吧！

specially for YOU

2011-01-30T20:07:00.003+08:00

it's the moment for you and me...

thanks for spending the time and energy with me..
i like the advanced 21st birthday celebration from you...
truly appreciate...the happiness that u give me...

cheers!!! forever 21!!!

you're the music in me

2011-01-30T19:55:00.003+08:00

you're the music in me....

with the lyrics of our memories
it will never come to an end
till our last breath.....

PK

2011-01-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

PK=Player Killing

与你的对决，我在意的不是输赢，
而是你想给我的定义...

p/s: for Lady Gaga

勇敢

2011-01-25T10:35:00.001+08:00

生命的伤痕，苦涩，寂寞

最难的是面对内心那个脆弱不安的自己

谁会和你一起勇敢？

key

2011-01-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

...i give you the key...

....to unlock the unforseeable future....

can you do it?

2011-01-24T16:44:00.003+08:00

"life is short, seize the moment. "
i took it from sze shan.
this is an advice for people.
but, how many people can do it?

to achieve it, a lot of efforts and courages are to be invested.
meanwhile, pains and sadness are inevitable too.
so, for long term happiness, i need to accept both realities!!!

"GO FOR IT"... this is what i used to tell the Lady Gaga...
hope it can work whenever and whatever the situation is.

unknown

2011-01-24T16:28:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time that i didnt update my blog since the last post.

it used to be the place for me to express my feeling.

but... this few months...i have undergone several changes physically and mentally.

CNY is coming soon.. the same goes to my birthday... a special one...

because it is my 21st birthday..

i bet there is no one will celebrate with me on 6th February as i need to go back from Muar to Inti.

however, my Inti friends had celebrated with me on 19th January.. together with the other two friends..

should i feel happy for the advanced celebration? or should i feel sad for the hidden reason?

i dont know...

between, i feel happy due to the EXPECTED surprise from him... thanks a lot...

now, im still waiting for the reply from Lady Gaga.... please give me an answer as soon as possible...

enchanted

2010-11-17T17:36:00.001+08:00

it was enchanted to meet you

奇遇记

2010-11-13T10:19:00.001+08:00

在茫茫人海中遇见你是件不容易的事

更何况是在人口密集的MidValley

再加上你是个宅女

哈哈哈哈

忆。瓶。

2010-11-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

我想要随身携带一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都剪掉
是否我会更好？

你想要随身携带一个空瓶
把所有我剪掉的回忆都收好
是否你比我好？

快乐不快乐

2010-11-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

人难免会伤心难过，

哭过就好了? ！

这方法有时也很管用。

但是，

我劝自己不要爱上眼泪，

因为眼泪很咸。

如果一直执着于不属于你的快乐，

那么快乐也不会快乐。

p/s:偶尔苦中作乐，何尝不是件好事。

homeless

2010-11-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

home...used to be where the heart comes from...

but now....
it seems like very far away from what i have dreamt of....

我要快乐

2010-11-02T00:10:00.004+08:00

是我太傻？

把所有责任都往身上揽
逼得自己没时间喘气
当别人正在吃饭看电影时
只有我一个人
暗自伤心落泪
没人能懂

我要快乐
但是
你能成全我吗？

別輕估自己在朋友心中的重要性

2010-10-30T10:28:00.002+08:00

我唸高一時，有一天看到一位同班同學吉米•凱從學校走回家；他看來是把所有在學校用的書要都帶回家。我想著：為什麼有人要在禮拜五把所有的書都帶回家呢？他一定是個很無趣的人。這個週末我已經計畫好參加一個宴會加上明天下午與朋友們來一場足球賽；所以我聳了聳肩，繼續走在回家的路。不一會兒，我看到一群小孩跑向他，撞了過去，把他的書全撞飛了，並且絆倒他，讓他跌到泥中。他的眼鏡也掉在離他有十尺遠的草地上，當他抬頭起來時，我看到他流露出很悲傷的眼神；那時我心軟了，我趕緊跑到他的身邊幫他找到眼鏡，同時看到了他眼角的淚光。當我把眼鏡遞還給他時，「那些小孩真是混蛋，他們真的是欠扁！」他臉上浮出一個大笑容，說：「謝了！」。那不是普通的一笑，而是由心裡發出對他人真誠的謝意。我幫他撿起散落的書，並問他住在那裡，原來他住在我家附近，但我卻不曾看過他。他說，因為之前他是上私立學校。我和他一直聊天到家，我也幫他揹著他的書，我又發現，他是一個蠻酷的小子。分手前，我問他要不要在禮拜日一起去踢足球。他說好。我們就整個週末都玩在一起，而且我又發現越認識吉米，我越喜歡他；我的朋友們也有同感。禮拜一早上，我又碰到吉米和他那一大堆的書。我問他：「你真是不簡單喔，每天這樣下去，你的臂力將會不得了喔！」他只是笑笑，並把一半的書丟給我。在後來的四年，我跟吉米成了最好的朋友。當我們唸到高四時（這是美國的學制），經過一番考慮，吉米決定要到喬治城大學讀醫學，而我要到伯爵大學唸書；但我知道我們會永遠都是朋友。畢業那一年是由吉米代表畢業班致詞，我一直以這是很無趣的事來開他的玩笑。畢業典禮的那一天，我見到吉米，他真是帥呆了！他胖了一點，戴眼鏡也比較好看些；而且他很受女孩們的喜歡，比我有更多的約會 ?天啊！有時候我真的會嫉妒耶！這時我看出，他很緊張要上台致詞，所以就拍拍他的背，又說：「嘿！你一定沒問題的！」。他很感激的看著我，並笑著說「謝謝」。他上台後，先清了清喉嚨開始他的致詞，「畢業是要來感謝一些曾經幫你度過難關的人，比如是你的父母、老師、兄弟姊妹，或是你的教練 ...和你的朋友們。在這裡我要告訴大家，「做一個人的朋友」是你可以給對方的最好禮物。我要來說一個故事， .......。」我以不可思議的眼神看著他，當他講著我們第一次相遇的故事。他說，那時正計畫要在週末時自殺，於是把學校置物箱裡的東西都清光了，希望死後媽媽不必再為他收拾殘局。然後，他很認真的看著我，並對我微笑，「很幸運的，我被救了。我被我的朋友從要做的錯事中救了出來。」當全場的聽眾聽到這位帥哥說出這件事時，歎息聲四起；我看到他的雙親看著我，並且對我報以感激的微笑。直到那時我才發現到，千萬不要低估自己的行動可能帶來的後果，也許一個小小的動作可以改變一個人的一生。不管世界變的怎樣，上帝讓我們和別人的生活交錯在一起時，要我們要儘量找出對方的優點來！朋友是什麼呢 ....我常常問著自己 ...朋友在我心裡面一直佔有 ..很重很重的份量喔 ..我很在乎你們是我的朋友 ,很珍惜很珍惜你們 .不希望你們突然消失了..

(采摘自某电邮）

人生

2010-10-26T16:36:00.003+08:00

人生是复杂的
那得看你怎么去
探讨
追求
享受

蘑菇

2010-10-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

egoism

是在说我吗？
ah cat 说，“做那么多，为了什么？最后什么都没有”
她还说，水瓶座女生总会想很多
是啊！我真的想很多，然后就这样让自己活在不甘与不满中

我一直在等他/她的出现
那个在我真正需要時，
愿意蹲下來陪你做一隻蘑菇的人...

失去。珍惜。

2010-10-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

也许，
总要等到"失去"
才会懂得"珍惜"....
你知道我要说的并不只是这些，
而是我一直都没勇气说出来的话
那些不该说的话...

舍不得

2010-10-07T22:05:00.004+08:00

你是如此的华丽

那么的遥不可及

就像童话故事般的完美

我舍不得

触摸你的外表

因为怕你

轻轻一碰就碎

好奇心

2010-10-07T19:57:00.005+08:00

有好多事

不想多说

因为

我太执着

你太迟钝

而有些事

明知道知道后

会让人伤心

却还是想从你口中得知

原来这就是

好奇惹的祸

反方向

2010-10-07T19:28:00.003+08:00

一直以为

只要等待

你就会回头

只要努力

就会有结果

但是

事实好像不断提醒我

不管我再怎么努力

还是跟不上你的脚步

原来
我们一直在背道而驰....

it's short !!!

2010-10-04T17:05:00.005+08:00

this is the second week of my new semester..

it's short semester so everything will be packed
and i wont have extra time for entertainment..
during these two weeks, i have been to Pangkor with Ling, WT and Calvin..
then followed by sending YJ and WT to airport..
and also shopping trips to Mid Valley, Seremban 2 and The Mines..
i think now is the time for me to study..
but i still cannot concentrate in my study...
assignments + tests + personal activities= stress
study mood.... where are you???

Casino!!!

2010-09-12T21:35:00.003+08:00

yuhhhuuuuu...it's my first time to "intrude" the Genting Casino
maybe my short hair makes me look mature
anyway, it's fun and exciting to gamble in casino
although i lose money (my parents' money)

took some pictures because nothing to do there besides gambling

The Ring

2010-09-08T15:08:00.005+08:00

老公：想起我们结婚时，我还是个穷光蛋，根本买不起戒指给你，但你依然下嫁于我。这些日子以来，我赚了点儿钱，是时候弥补当年的遗憾了。走，我们去选戒指!

老婆：不要啦，有钱就省下来，不要乱花钱!待你赚更多的钱再买一枚更好的戒指给我，那我会更开心。

老公：蛤？那好吧！

过了十年....

老公：老婆老婆!我们去选戒指吧！最近有促销哦！不买就亏大了...

老婆：好啊！（犹豫了几秒）还是不要啦！把那钱省下来，迟些时候再买一枚更贵的戒指给我。

老公：真的？那只好这样算了。（纳闷）

转眼间又过了十年...

老婆：老公，你还记得你的承诺吗？你说过要买一枚又大又美的戒指给我，我们现在就走吧...

老公：嗯.... 改天吧！我最近很忙...

老婆：....

就这样又过了十年...夫妻俩也已七十岁了...

老婆：嗯哪个戒指，你还记得吧？老公：蛤？什么？我老了，耳朵不灵了。我....（咳了几声）

老先生不知怎的一病不起，就这样在医院躺了半个多月。医生说他时日不多了，要老太太做好最坏的打算。

临终前，老先生坚持要回家。

老公：老太婆，你干嘛哭哭啼啼啊？我又还没死...

老婆：（哽咽着）

老先生从抽屉里拿出了一个饼干盒，递给了老太太。当她打开盒子一看，里边竟是四枚戒指。老太太的眼泪也随着满是皱纹的脸颊留下。病得无力的老先生依然坚持要为老太太带上那些戒指。

老公：你看你，哭得像画猫一样，丑死了！这些年来，每次要带你去买戒指，你都推三阻四，所以我就自个儿买了。但都没机会给你。今儿个，我终于能为你带上了，我死也无憾了我... （咳）

老婆：我爱你...

老公：我也爱你...

老太太紧握着老先生的手直到他最后一口气。

老先生走后的两个星期，老太太也因过于思念他而相继去世。

new look, new life

2010-09-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

i cut my hair short last week

i just cannot get used to my short hair

maybe because i have kept the long hair since i was small

finally, i have the courage to cut it short....

"shhh... i cut it short already... just few of you know only!"

2.03333， 102.567

2010-08-31T23:52:00.004+08:00

这是离开你的第几天

地球也自转了好几圈

我忘了怎么计算

可能因为我的数学不好吧

阳光依旧耀眼

而我

依然还在原地

那你呢？

我现处位置

2.03333, 102.567

Penang Trip 18-21 August 2010

2010-08-24T15:10:00.013+08:00

it was about 7am, before headed to Bukit Jalil bus station, we had our breakfast at Bistro Palma.

after 5 hours journey, we finally reached our destination---> Penang
this was the hotel for us to sleep, eat, play cards and shit.. haha
actually Tune Hotels is not bad already. one thing i want to complain here is it's toilet!!!
the door of the toilet with no lock!! that means anyone can open from outside even when there's people using it..

this is the place where we had our first meal at Penang.

we have tried the famous food in Penang here

fried kuey tiew, fried oyster, rojak, Penang Asam Laksa, Hokkien mee...

after dinner, we went to Gurney Plaza for shopping and movie---> Cat's favourite LeeHom

the movie of Love in Disguise

on the second day, we went to Sleeping Buddha Temple..

between, in that morning.. my roomate and Laverne were just the same look with the Buddha

because they were just enjoying their precious sleeping time.. hahaha

the next stop was Kek Lok Si.

it was hot that day... i don't how to describe the weather.. it was really really hot...

in my opinion, i think the stairs have reduced as compared to last time. i can climb up in short time. hahaha

(maybe i have grown up already-->legs become longer???)

Guan Yin Ting

(partially completed)

it is still lack of construction fund

take picture again...

(i didn't upload more photos because all of them already in my facebook)

back from Kek Lok Si, we went back to hotel for a short nap??? i think it was a long nap... we all became sleeping beauties again... haha

we went to Little India for dinner.

we decided to have Indian food as dinner but eventually ended up by Chinese food

(reason: Indian food is sooooooo... we prefer local Chinese food)

the next day, we went to Komtar for shopping.

we headed to Batu Feringghi by bus.

it is a beach but not highland, don't get confuse by it's name

(i think only i will take it as highland...''swt'')

out of my expectation, there was less people (bikini girls and handsome ang mohs)

but horses were running around there

(ivy and epeng was so scare)

our footprints... mixed up already..

need to do DNA test to prove the identities...

the last night at Tune Hotels..

we celebrated Laverne's birthday in advance.

she is a Merdeka girl.. haha

i wonder what's her birthday wish.

maybe meet up with her prince?? (shhh..secret!)

we had a girl's talk at that night

gossip a lot about the past things...

(i cannot say here)

0050

2010-08-24T01:00:00.003+08:00

flashback means...

in which survivors of traumatic experiences are (usually unexpectedly) revisited by elements of the traumatic experience

at 0050

it happened in my mind

when you told me about that

i miss raining days

it's the season of my secret....

random

2010-08-14T16:34:00.006+08:00

appreciate the weaknesses that you are having now
because of these
make you special and distinct in crowds of people
don't try to look down on yourself
before others do that to you
because you are the one who can control your own destiny

please remember:
weakness+improvement=strength

"i will become prettier soon... in 2 years time...."
said by eve

这样的夜

2010-08-06T01:00:00.003+08:00

如果天空真的

愿意听我诉说心事，

我想要它陪我一起哭

在这寂寞心痛的夜...

懂了

2010-07-31T17:15:00.004+08:00

一直以来
他都觉得只要他对别人好
别人就会对他好一些
最起码别做伤害他的事
他都无所谓
于是他懂了一个自私的道理,

“不要对别人付出100%，保留剩余的给自己，

起码不用独自躲在角落哭泣无人晓。”

i want to...

2010-07-30T11:58:00.002+08:00

i want to change my way to communicate with you
i want to keep some secrets for myself
i want to be independent and not rely on you
i want to keep myself from your critics
i want to live a life without sadness and stress
i want to complete all the things on time
i want to change your attitude

all the things i want to do...
start from now....

怕

2010-07-29T11:33:00.003+08:00

死亡
并没有想象中可怕
唯一可怕的而是
与至亲的人
永远分割在
两个没有交集的世界

wear black to school

2010-07-28T17:04:00.003+08:00

it's black day in Inti....
it's also the black day for our group of Management Science...
OMG!!!
first time met all these problems...
1. group members did the slides on last minutes
2. they asked me to bring laptop in the morning
3. woke up late without proper breakfast
4. sheue yng was worse than me (woke up after 43 called her)
5. edited slides in the class
6. technical problems happened on my laptop
7. all corrections done on the slides were gone
8. became second last group to present (many of the classmates were going back)
9. the guy simply answered the questions asked by lecturer (direct "shooting")
10. bus to Giant has gone for twice

still don't know what will happen later....
worrying....

rose

2010-07-25T01:29:00.005+08:00

it's a rose from you

thanks a lot

i like it

although i didn't show any surprise expression....

you said...

2010-07-22T01:24:00.004+08:00

you said...
you will give me the time...

you said...
you will give me the strength...

you said...
you will give me the happiness...

you said...
you will give me the world...

all the things you said...
had become an excuse for me to escape....

teardrops....
the only solution for sadness... at least for me..

XL said....

2010-07-17T09:58:00.004+08:00

XL said...
toleration and communication are important in maintaining relationships
either in family, love and friendship...
whereas trust is the bridge to connect two people from different worlds..
im glad to get advice from her

this is the time for me
to learn how to communicate and socialize with people from different backgrouds, races, religions and cultures...
i don't regret what i have done
as long as i think that's right~~

p/s: i miss her so much...

30-Hour Famine

2010-07-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

30-Hour Famine....

i donated RM2...

but i didn't take part because i think i cannot tahan the starvation!!!

hahaha.....

so.. i just do what i can do...

喜欢

2010-07-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

喜欢，要怎样变得更让你看得见，

喜欢，让自己活在更多原则下了。

（XC，2010）

心事

2010-07-09T02:20:00.002+08:00

有时候

诚实也是一种罪

不想让你知道

只为了不让你难过

因为我会

为了你的伤心而伤心

最后

我的抱歉

也成全了你的再见

中途转机

2010-07-06T00:49:00.003+08:00

等待

依旧让人眷恋

就连时间也会分心

当雾散了

我才发现

原来

你只是中途转机...

materialistic?

2010-07-01T09:08:00.002+08:00

girls are materialistic???

it depends on what circumstances...

SSC lecturer wants us to make up and dress formal during the Mod Interview

it's an ORDER...

i spent over hundred on cosmestic

should i feel guilty???

but

yuu said... "it's time to make this investment..

to build up your confidence and show your feminine side to the people"...

i think it's right...

i am a professional accountant

not a prostitute...

please do not judge me by my make up!!!

hahahhaha

twilight

2010-06-27T13:59:00.003+08:00

i want to watch this movie...

although i havent watched the previous parts..

it's on 30th June 2010...

but Malaysia is on 8th July 2010???

im not sure about that...

will it show in Muar's cinema then???

im still wondering...

p/s: XC read the book before...

with highlighted words

anywhere... good reader...

and it's where the story starts

when i met YOU...

+U

2010-06-23T12:02:00.005+08:00

im here not trying to show off....

im going to Academic Awards Ceremony for January Session..

maybe this is the last time i have the chance to attend this ceremony..

so desperate right??

anyway... i have prepared myself to confront all the obstacles and stress...

the only disappointment is... im going alone...

hope to go with Yng and 43 next semester!!!

all the best to U and Me...

random

2010-06-21T11:30:00.006+08:00

taken by XC... i found that it is meaningful...

i miss you...

do you miss me too?

我是谁我是谁我是谁

2010-06-19T13:26:00.005+08:00

我是誰你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰只有不是自己才安全

為什麼你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼到底做錯了什麼

朋友都說你太太太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑笑笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在
你想要的很很很簡單
不過就是最普通的的的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼
閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我
沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼
小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會不會上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會是故意整你不是不小心
會不會你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會堅持要做自己太危險

憑什麼難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼隨便就把人定罪我是誰

這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰我是誰我是誰
我就是我
你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗

p/s: 感谢二哥的推荐，还有你的分享...

我的E计划

2010-06-16T12:23:00.004+08:00

我计划远离
这座拥挤的城市
所以

请你不要再对我这么好

你的企图心

已超越我所能的负荷

让我觉得没有安全感

嘘.......

我要对你提高警惕

不让你有机可乘

因为我今天拾到了一个宝贝!

泪

2010-06-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

有时候

我讨厌聪明的我

不想看清你的真面目

只怕觉得自己很可悲

有时候

我讨厌坚强的我

以为自己可以不哭

但其实我真的没你想象中

那样冷酷无情

眼泪...其实真的很重...

有缘无分

2010-06-03T15:48:00.004+08:00

你的过去

我来不及参与

你的现在

我只是个配角

你的未来

我没有被邀请

原来

这就是所谓的

...有缘无分....

罪名

2010-05-31T14:21:00.006+08:00

尽管身边围绕着

很多美好的人事物

我努力，很努力

每天用微笑让自己过着

自以为很开心的日子

原谅我不是个虔诚的信徒

因为我始终

不能诚实地面对我的缺点

还违背了你对我的信念

这样的罪名

能不能成立？？？

怎样

2010-05-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

怎样的雨

怎样的夜

怎样也唤不起

尘封在相片里

曾经拥有过的回忆

May I Love You？

2010-05-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

他为她做了很多事
从
嫉妒到生气
感动到喜悦
伤心到掉泪
他们都经历过
但
当他终于鼓起勇气
向她大喊 May I love you ？的时候
她保持了沉默
只怪爱在回忆里太美

Distance

2010-05-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

能不能
给我一个明确的答案

哪怕只是暗示

我也想要从你口中得知

不要害怕伤害我

我只想知道

我们之间的距离

该如何计算

是公里？

另一颗心？

还是光年？

IRIS

2010-05-19T12:14:00.007+08:00

鸢尾蓝的花语：

赞赏对方素雅大方或暗中仰慕；
也有人认为是代表着宿命中的游离和破碎的激情，
精致的美丽，
可是易碎且易逝
也代表绝望的爱....

判决

2010-05-16T00:27:00.004+08:00

哽在你喉咙的判决
是我行刑前最后的温柔
我努力保持沉默
只为用剩下的力气
撑住眼泪的重量
因为自尊在作祟
我可以掩饰得很好
但求不要输得太狼狈

放弃？坚持？

2010-05-09T15:11:00.003+08:00

拼命想走出
你给过的曾经
但心却不被控制
你不在乎我的在乎
让我伤痕累累
我是时候该放弃了吗？
还是继续坚持当初的坚持？

Sunway Ice Skating

2010-05-09T10:33:00.009+08:00

this Saturday was very meaningful..
i gained a lot of fun together with my friends...
Chee Yuan (the driver, nickname- Alex), Yih Jian (my skating coach), Wee Tung and Hui Ling (the lovely couple) and last but not least Sheue Yng (our personal accountant who in charge on everything concerned with $$$).
we departed from Inti at 9.40am and headed to Old Town at Cyberjaya for breakfast...

<--- the cacat star made by six of us...
the special PEACE is me... yeah!!!

Mr Yih Jian... yeng????
we planned to create a facebook account for him since he is going to UK for further study...

Yng (the student) and Chee Yuan (the coach)

stood still.....
weird pose....

a group picture...
happy together.......

Ling and me...
we fell down for several times...
so pitiful...

Yng is the role model claimed by Yih Jian and Chee Yuan.
they want me to learn from Yng.. to be independent on the ICE...
i just cannot do like Yng.. i need a hand or a person besides me whenever i fall down...
haha..
she laughed and screamed my name when i fell down...
so embarassing...

he is my HANDLE rather than my coach...
sorry for dragging him for all the time...
and thanks for supporting me whenever i fall..

the lovely couple in our gang...

the four hungry ghosts while waiting for the seats at Shabu Shabu, Puchong....

i was sooooooo hungry after ice skating and movie " IP MAN 2"....
faster serve me for fooooooood!!!!!!

PwC Trip 2010

2010-05-06T17:29:00.016+08:00

on 4 May 2010, there was a trip to PriceWaterhouseCoopers (PwC), one of the BIG 4 accouting firms in Malaysia. About 30 students of BACCI and ACCA took part in this trip. It was nice and we gained many experiences throughout the trip.

Steven helped us to take picture while waiting to visit the firm...
the talk started with the three excutives sharing their experiences with us. meanwhile, they were promoting their company. everyone was concentrating, but me, sleepy and hungry? what to do? i always be like that..

again, what we always do during the break is.... CAMHORING...

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

YEAH!!!

it's my happy hour!!!

i wanted to eat for so long already..

but steven still wanted to take picture...

Take 4

Take 5

this is the dining room and leisure place for the employees.

they can have their meals here and online during the break...

it's a kind of motivation???

this is the working place...

i wonder which kind of job that i prefer after i graduate...

auditing or accounting advisory???

finally, this is our group picture.

from Inti University College Nilai...

another group picture from two Inti...

Inti-UC and ICSJ...

诀别

2010-05-06T16:45:00.003+08:00

开始模糊了
对你的印象
曾及何时
你的嘘寒问暖
已成了我仅有的回忆
唱一首诀别诗
送别你
希望在另一个世界的你
能够得到
永恒的解脱

致：敬爱的大姨丈

谜

2010-04-29T23:00:00.006+08:00

当谎言被识破
所有再真诚的话语
也只是多余
你认为
那是我处心积虑设下的陷阱
让你一踩直到谷底
我不否认
我是预谋犯案
可是有些话已说不出口
我不想为自己辩护
时间回不去
美梦早已成空
就让一切化风成谜

眼泪换微笑

2010-04-29T12:58:00.002+08:00

曾经的曾经

你给的回忆

是多么的美

很感谢

你给的每一滴眼泪

让现在的我

变得坚强，懂事

在没有你的夜

我不感到孤单

我要用最真诚的微笑

去迎接每一个日出...

2010-04-28T17:49:00.001+08:00

明天很善变，
承诺很虚假。

（Anonymous, 2010)

appear offline

2010-04-26T23:45:00.004+08:00

你喜欢挂网

查阅我的心情

但是

此刻的我

只想用沉默做掩饰

所以

我选择收网

收起所有的回忆

好让你我能够提早习惯

没有对方的世界

初恋红豆冰

2010-04-21T16:25:00.009+08:00

有人问我，暗恋一个人是什么感觉
我觉得那是淡淡的，酸酸的，咸咸的，甜甜的
像是参杂许多料的红豆冰

我不是很喜欢吃冰
但是为了能见到你
我每天都会到你工作的冰店报到
就连上课都没那么准时

我的视线
一直都停留在你身上
我喜欢
认真工作的你
跟同事打闹的你
甚至是安静时候的你
你不经意的笑
就足以让我兴奋一整天
虽然我知道
你不是在对我笑
我愿意
静静坐在店里的某个角落
一直默默的等待
等待你看见我的那一天

最后
暗恋的事被你发现了
我有些不好意思
但你说没关系
因为你也习惯了我的存在
习惯了我看你的眼神
喜欢我喜欢你的喜欢
我想我也喜欢上了
除了你以外的红豆冰

note: 本故事不是讲述本人，而是昨天在“冰点小栈”看到的情景。
(有种甜甜，羞羞的感觉）
特别鸣谢:
摄影师 - CF
相机提供 - SD

One night in Malacca

2010-04-19T12:48:00.006+08:00

this is the host.. AMELIA NG...
Yng and I stayed in Amelia's grandma's house for one nite....
thanks a lot for the meals and accomodation...

it was a raining day on Saturday..
so sad...
no chance to shop at the pasar malam...
we ended up by enjoying the atmosphere at Geograher Cafe...
listening to the music...
so nice... peaceful...
a couple with a blue umbrella...
so sweet...

this is Yng...showing her drink...

me again with my Sweet Malacca...
(editted)

this is where the singing performance...

Amelia used the name BETTY to order "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love for You"

i wonder why she used that name...

is it because we are wearing braces???

our drinks...

i miss the ice-cream...

Yng and Me....

i was seriously lack of sleep...

my swollen eyes!!!

Miss Yng

chiang chiang chiang chiang!!!

Miss Amelia aka Miss International Business.... (she said so)

hope can go Malacca with u guys again!!!

慷慨

2010-04-11T15:09:00.003+08:00

如果这不是
你要给我的意外
就请你不要对我慷慨
好让我在梦幻灭前醒来...

手。心。

2010-04-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

除了心以外
四周都进入静态
就连时间
都好像在这一秒
也忘了转动

这一刻
我还是犹豫了
不愿将手交给你
只因为我的心
没有十足的把握....

言的沉淀

2010-04-06T11:48:00.004+08:00

有些话
不能说得太好听
因为它会
一天一天
一点一点
累积在空的心瓶

当你选择不去理会
所有要素
最终都会沉淀
那种失落感
是你不能高攀的

LUCKY

2010-04-02T15:44:00.002+08:00

final final final.....
is it my final day????
haiz...
it's coming soon....
why every subject is getting more and more difficult for me???
i like theories...
but i choose Accountancy....mainly calculations....
that's my weakness...
i don't like numbers instead of words...

MY DEAR GOD....
please drive away all my bad luck!!!
i don't want to be the lucky one,
but at least i don't want to be unlucky all the time....

失魂落魄

2010-03-31T18:46:00.003+08:00

最近的我
总是失魂落魄
连倒个热水也会烫到
现在的左手
好像快要烂了
咳......

我的魂
你到底去了那里旅行？
快点回来吧...
回来帮我应战!!!

决意

2010-03-23T20:10:00.003+08:00

在你每天必经的路上

我缅怀过去

数着你给我的回忆

然后渐渐放下

心中的悸动

决心不再依赖你

曾给的承诺

现在的我

只想换个方式

从牵手.....到握手

暗喻

2010-03-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

女人爱唠叨
只是因为她想找个地方
疏解情绪

女人爱打扮
只是因为她想找个人
仔细欣赏

女人爱妒嫉
只是因为她想给你
一个说爱她的理由.....

爱。自己

2010-03-19T19:18:00.004+08:00

你说我可爱
却不给我想要的那份爱
我哭了
你不帮我擦眼泪
你说等我长大以后
得学会先爱自己
才能爱我想爱的人
我把眼泪擦了擦
因为
我懂了....

2010-03-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

I am going back home....

Please forgive me....

2010-03-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

i like to behave in my own way...

sounds WEIRD....

but,

that's the way of protecting myself...

living in my own little world!!!

原谅我就是这样"奇怪"的女生.....

墙角下的花

2010-03-12T17:31:00.005+08:00

从前的你
很孤独
因为没人在你身旁
陪着你
于是
你喜欢对着窗前的小黄花
叙述你的喜怒哀乐

现在的你
很快乐
因为你找到了
属于你的聆听者
于是
你遗忘了
那朵曾经为你而开
如今为你而枯萎
的墙角花...

R.I.P.

2010-03-10T22:18:00.004+08:00

当真心得不到谅解

剩下的

就只有散落一地的残骸....

rest in peace....

my love...

Hidden Mask

2010-03-10T16:16:00.003+08:00

you couldn't see my sadness...

you couldn't see my suffering...

you couldn't see my weakness...

you couldn't see my beauty....

BUT

your concern could awake me

and take down my hidden mask....

美丽的误会

2010-03-07T13:58:00.003+08:00

如果跨越你的界限

是靠近

还是更遥远？

我不清楚

也许是我想太多

这只是一场美丽的误会...

失去的勇气

2010-03-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

遇见你

我的童话刚刚开始萌芽

你说

剩下的页

要他帮我细心彩绘

我的心在刹那间...冷了

你的潇洒

让我提早将笔搁下

失去的勇气

怎么找也找不回

我的眼泪

也只能慢慢流下

月光下的美

2010-03-02T19:09:00.005+08:00

当希望渐渐幻灭
幸福离你越来越远
残留在月光下的美
你能用心感受吗?

今天情人节

2010-02-28T00:21:00.013+08:00

今天情人节
你知道吗？？？

只要你愿意停下脚步
我跟你....
就只剩下一个转身的距离
也许你没有察觉我的存在
但是我的心里
早已因为你
满满都是爱

如果我还有勇气
我不会加快脚步挡在你前头
而只是会跟你肩并着肩走

因为我
想握你的手....

p/s: 愿单身的你，情人节快乐....

im super duper BUSY...

2010-02-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

how am i going to pass this two weeks???
i am having 6 assignments and one presentation....
i am going to sit for Financial Management test 1 on next Wed..
it's a dying subject... i cannot manage it well...
i can only understand about 80% of the lecture...
how???
test 2 of all subjects will be just after the assignments' deadlines too...
after i arranged my time, i think i need to complete those assignments within two weeks time...
OMG...
time is not enough!!!
this semester is the busiest that i have never had before!!!
no time for blogging already...

JL, Bon Voyage

2010-02-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

it's CNY again...
i enjoy the atmosphere in Muar...
just something is annoying me in this special occasion...
just let it go...

yesterday night was a gathering for JL.
she is going to NZ by tonight's flight...
hope she can enjoy the new life there...
bon voyage!!!
im gonna miss u....

Happy 20th Birthday

2010-02-12T13:01:00.020+08:00

i received many birthday wishes and calls at 12am on 6th February..
thans u guys... i appreciate a lot...
some of them sang birthday songs for me...

specially thanks Sze Shan and ZeKhang for the pink rose and birthday song... it was touching...
and CK for the very first conversation through handphone and the wishes.... it was special and exciting for me...
and last but not least, of course my INTI gang--> Amelia, Sheue Yng, Alex, YouYan and Ester...for spending the weekend with me... as i was not going back to my hometown.... it was warm and sincere....

we were on the way to Botanical Garden at Putrajaya...
the weather was hot....
we were sweating profusely... just like after camping...
hahaha

we finally reached our destination...

this was my 20th birthday cake...

i choose it by myself....

there is written " Happy Birthday Our Lovely Evelyn"...

it was nice... my cake...

Yng and me

Me and Amelia

Alex and me

YouYan and me

Ester and me

group picture...

haha... look like class picture

eating session started after group picture...

we were hungry like hell....

all food were prepared by them...

fried rice.... prepared by Yng and Yan...

and also the sandwiches...

after that, we continued our trip to Pullman Hotel...

this was my second time to visit there....

enjoyed the peaceful environment and natural views there...

posing again...

this is what girls like to do...

there was a Panasonic Annual Dinner in the hotel...

we just like entered the Disneyland...

Donald...Yng's favourite....

another picture again...the camera man, Alex didn't want to join us...

such a pity...

thanks again to all my friends...

although there's not a perfect birthday for me...

but i still experienced many surprises and happiness....

let those unhappiness get out of my mind!!!

no pain no gain

2010-02-03T23:44:00.004+08:00

guess whose full month on 3 Feb?
haha...

it's my braces' full month...

i have been wearing it for one month already

i have get used of it too

but...

i still have about 2 years and 5 months time need to go

hoping my teeth will be well-arranged soon....

no pain no gain!!!

today just went dinner with Leo, a new friend from KL....hometown is Genting... so special right??

we had our dinner at seafood restaurant...

i ate too much already...

never mind... my current target is to gain weight....

沉默的瞬间

2010-02-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

我问你...

热情结束以后

是不是冷静的开始？

你...

突然的沉默

让我想提前离开...

普通朋友

2010-01-29T16:58:00.002+08:00

Je veux être votre ami

means.....

i just want to be your friend

(thanks Amelia for helping me to translate this sentence)

recently, im addicted to the song.... 普通朋友 by David Tao....
i don't why.... i just suddenly think of that song....

yesterday went to MyBox again...

this was the second time i went there within one week

i don't have singing talent... i admit it...

but i purposely choose that song... and sang with my gang...

this time was not the same... because Alex joined us...

and i finally witnessed his VOICE...

it's nice and full of emotion...

"待"

2010-01-28T10:12:00.004+08:00

我...
厌倦了期待
厌倦了等待
厌倦了对待
我忘了怎么与你相待
请问....
这一切可不可以倒带???

累了

2010-01-27T00:59:00.006+08:00

当夜晚降临

我不知所措

只能默写着你给的承诺

我突然

累了
倦了

不等了...

our CRAZY act....

2010-01-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday about 9.45pm
we went out again to grant sing K wish!!!
hurray...
once the rain stopped, we quickly walked out, holding umbrella and practising loudly along the way to MyBox...
what do you think about these 3 sampat girls??
are they crazy or lovely???
i have no opinion...

this morning....again...
we went to seremban to watch the movie Legion....
i rank it 4 out of 10.... sorry to say about that...
i am not so understand what's talking about....
it's out of my expectation!!!!

soooooo disappointed!!!

2010-01-22T21:21:00.004+08:00

a sudden idea came across Amelia and Yng's mind...

that's to sing K at the nearest box to Inti --> MyBox

the only K place for those students who stay alone in Inti during weekends....

who knows??? we just walked by block B... it's raining heavily...

although we got our umbrellas...but the rain is too heavy...

no choice...we can only back to our room and sing alone, as loud as we can...

such a disappointment!!!!!

Dear god, please stop raining.... i want to sing K to express my feelings!!!!

sh*t !!!!

2010-01-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday i slept before 12am...
because i know today i need to attend 8am class
but...when i got everything prepared and headed to class together with yng and 43
and waited in the class for about 10min....
an officer came to the class and informed us that our OB lecturer is on MC!!!!
OMG....
the first thing came across my mind was...."Sh*t...wasting my sleeping time!!"
then we all went back to our hostel to sleep again....
haiz.....
why don't Inti provide some high tech system to inform the students about the class cancellation???
IMPROVEMENT IS NEEDED!!!

LV birthday...memorable and special...

2010-01-22T10:18:00.004+08:00

combining two good friends' birthdays....
here comes with my latest blog upfate...
i am very busy recently...( not really...just lazy to do that)
alright, the girl in that picture is Vivienne Leong...with a nickname called 妖怪...
a cheerful + crazy girl in my mind
her birthday is on 8 Jan....
we celebrated her birthday at her boyfriend's apartmentour after class
to give her surprise, Alex cheated her to go there to repair the heater...
such a silly excuse.....

a group picture with all girls....

another birthday boy on 20 Jan...
Alex Lee... super idol... haha
you know who is it right???
shhhh....top secret....
we celebrated his birthday at Hu La La Cafe on 19 Jan due to some technical problems.....
he was surprised because of the cake...
(i thought he already knew)
swt.....
after our party, he got another two at that night and the next day....

a group picture together with 14 good friends....

"WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER"

Papa...happy birthday...

2010-01-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

jz finished 3G call with my family
they came back from restaurant
and now they are in the house instead of the shop
a birthday song is sung by us before my papa cut the cake
feel sad as im not able to be there to celebrate together
my mum promised me to treat me another sumptuous meal
when i go back to Muar...
i think that will be on February already....
hope to go back during my 20th birthday....
i want to buy myself a present...
it's my tradition to do so...
now i can start thinking of what wish do i want in the coming 20th years old...
any suggestion???

Love quote....

2010-01-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

God gave us two ears to hear, two eyes to see and two hands to hold. But why did God give us only one heart? Because he wants us to find the other one.
Is the word "love" important?I don't know but for me, you are more important.Do you know why?Because how can I say "I love you" if you're not here.

Times Square 四人行

2010-01-10T16:42:00.015+08:00

wake up at 8am in the morning... met up with my gals at Level 3... as Ester was the "illegal resident" since the night before...
such a chilling experience!!! Ester, do u dare to this again???i think the answer is NO.... we went to our destination by bus, ktm and monorel....
this is the picture which we took while waiting for the bus....

we almost became the "sandwiches" in the ktm....

but...luckily our shapes didn't change...

had lunch at Leo's.... opened by Mr. L???

who knows??

met Mr. Q there...with his gang : WY, Vivi, Peggy, CH and 43 with her bf, ZK went to Mid Valley patuo already....

we were so tired..... after did the shopping in the whole shopping mall....

walked from Level 7 to Level Ground....

spent money with careful plan.......

hahaha...

accounts should have this kind of concept while doing transactions.

took picture in the lift when there was no outsiders....

tried to act as a superstar being caught in the mall....

EVE's...

change!!!!!!

不管了

知心朋友

specially for YOU

you're the music in me

PK

勇敢

key

can you do it?

unknown

enchanted

奇遇记

忆。瓶。

快乐不快乐

homeless

我要快乐

別輕估自己在朋友心中的重要性

人生

蘑菇

失去。珍惜。

舍不得

好奇心

反方向

it's short !!!

Casino!!!

The Ring

new look, new life

2.03333， 102.567

Penang Trip 18-21 August 2010

0050

random

这样的夜

懂了

i want to...

怕

wear black to school

rose

you said...

XL said....

30-Hour Famine

喜欢

心事

中途转机

materialistic?

twilight

+U

random

我是谁 我是谁 我是谁

我的E计划

泪

有缘无分

罪名

怎样

May I Love You？

Distance

IRIS

判决

放弃？ 坚持？

Sunway Ice Skating

PwC Trip 2010

诀别

谜

眼泪换微笑

appear offline

初恋红豆冰

One night in Malacca

慷慨

手。心。

言的沉淀

LUCKY

失魂落魄

决意

暗喻

爱。自己

Please forgive me....

墙角下的花

R.I.P.

Hidden Mask

美丽的误会

我是谁我是谁我是谁

放弃？坚持？