enchanted

it was enchanted to meet you

奇遇记

在茫茫人海中遇见你是件不容易的事

更何况是在人口密集的MidValley

再加上你是个宅女

哈哈哈哈

忆。瓶。

我想要随身携带一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都剪掉
是否我会更好？

你想要随身携带一个空瓶
把所有我剪掉的回忆都收好
是否你比我好？

快乐不快乐

人难免会伤心难过，

哭过就好了? ！

这方法有时也很管用。

但是，

我劝自己不要爱上眼泪，

因为眼泪很咸。

如果一直执着于不属于你的快乐，

那么快乐也不会快乐。

p/s:偶尔苦中作乐，何尝不是件好事。

homeless

home...used to be where the heart comes from...

but now....
it seems like very far away from what i have dreamt of....

我要快乐

是我太傻？

把所有责任都往身上揽
逼得自己没时间喘气
当别人正在吃饭看电影时
只有我一个人
暗自伤心落泪
没人能懂

我要快乐
但是
你能成全我吗？

別輕估自己在朋友心中的重要性

我唸高一時，有一天看到一位同班同學吉米•凱從學校走回家； 他看來是把所有在學校用的書要都帶回家。 我想著：為什麼有人要在禮拜五把所有的書都帶回家呢？ 他一定是個很無趣的人。 這個週末我已經計畫好參加一個宴會加上明天下午與朋友們來一場足球賽； 所以我聳了聳肩，繼續走在回家的路。 不一會兒，我看到一群小孩跑向他，撞了過去，把他的書全撞飛了， 並且絆倒他，讓他跌到泥中。 他的眼鏡也掉在離他有十尺遠的草地上， 當他抬頭起來時，我看到他流露出很悲傷的眼神； 那時我心軟了， 我趕緊跑到他的身邊幫他找到眼鏡，同時看到了他眼角的淚光。 當我把眼鏡遞還給他時， 「那些小孩真是混蛋，他們真的是欠扁！」 他臉上浮出一個大笑容，說：「謝了！」。 那不是普通的一笑，而是由心裡發出對他人真誠的謝意。 我幫他撿起散落的書，並問他住在那裡， 原來他住在我家附近，但我卻不曾看過他。 他說，因為之前他是上私立學校。 我和他一直聊天到家，我也幫他揹著他的書， 我又發現，他是一個蠻酷的小子。 分手前，我問他要不要在禮拜日一起去踢足球。 他說好。 我們就整個週末都玩在一起，而且我又發現越認識吉米，我越喜歡他； 我的朋友們也有同感。 禮拜一早上，我又碰到吉米和他那一大堆的書。 我問他：「你真是不簡單喔，每天這樣下去，你的臂力將會不得了喔！」 他只是笑笑，並把一半的書丟給我。 在後來的四年，我跟吉米成了最好的朋友。 當我們唸到高四時（這是美國的學制）， 經過一番考慮，吉米決定要到喬治城大學讀醫學， 而我要到伯爵大學唸書；但我知道我們會永遠都是朋友。 畢業那一年是由吉米代表畢業班致詞， 我一直以這是很無趣的事來開他的玩笑。 畢業典禮的那一天，我見到吉米，他真是帥呆了！ 他胖了一點，戴眼鏡也比較好看些；而且他很受女孩們的喜歡，比我有更多的約會 ?天啊！有時候我真的會嫉妒耶！ 這時 我看出，他很緊張要上台致詞，所以就拍拍他的背， 又說：「嘿！你一定沒問題的！」。 他很感激的看著我，並笑著說「謝謝」。 他上台後，先清了清喉嚨開始他的致詞， 「畢業是要來感謝一些曾經幫你度過難關的人， 比如是你的父母、老師、兄弟姊妹，或是你的教練 ...和你的朋友們。 在這裡我要告訴大家， 「做一個人的朋友」是你可以給對方的最好禮物。 我要來說一個故事， .......。」 我以不可思議的眼神看著他， 當他講著我們第一次相遇的故事。 他說，那時正計畫要在週末時自殺，於是把學校置物箱裡的東西都清光了， 希望死後媽媽不必再為他收拾殘局。 然後，他很認真的看著我，並對我微笑， 「很幸運的，我被救了。我被我的朋友從要做的錯事中救了出來。」 當全場的聽眾聽到這位帥哥說出這件事時，歎息聲四起； 我看到他的雙親看著我，並且對我報以感激的微笑。 直到那時我才發現到， 千萬不要低估自己的行動可能帶來的後果， 也許一個小小的動作可以改變一個人的一生。 不管世界變的怎樣，上帝讓我們和別人的生活交錯在一起時， 要我們要儘量找出對方的優點來！ 朋友是什麼呢 ....我常常問著自己 ...朋友在我心裡面一直佔有 ..很重很重的份量喔 ..我很在乎你們是我的朋友 ,很珍惜很珍惜你們 .不希望你們突然消失了..

(采摘自某电邮）

人生

人生是复杂的
那得看你怎么去
探讨
追求
享受

蘑菇

egoism

是在说我吗？
ah cat 说，“做那么多，为了什么？最后什么都没有”
她还说，水瓶座女生总会想很多
是啊！我真的想很多，然后就这样让自己活在不甘与不满中

我一直在等他/她的出现
那个在我真正需要時，
愿意蹲下來陪你做一隻蘑菇的人...

失去。珍惜。

也许，
总要等到"失去"
才会懂得"珍惜"....
你知道我要说的并不只是这些，
而是我一直都没勇气说出来的话
那些不该说的话...

舍不得

你是如此的华丽

那么的遥不可及

就像童话故事般的完美

我舍不得

触摸你的外表

因为怕你

轻轻一碰就碎

好奇心

有好多事

不想多说

因为

我太执着

你太迟钝

而有些事

明知道知道后

会让人伤心

却还是想从你口中得知

原来这就是

好奇惹的祸

反方向

一直以为

只要等待

你就会回头

只要努力

就会有结果

但是

事实好像不断提醒我

不管我再怎么努力

还是跟不上你的脚步

原来
我们一直在背道而驰....

it's short !!!

this is the second week of my new semester..

it's short semester so everything will be packed
and i wont have extra time for entertainment..
during these two weeks, i have been to Pangkor with Ling, WT and Calvin..
then followed by sending YJ and WT to airport..
and also shopping trips to Mid Valley, Seremban 2 and The Mines..
i think now is the time for me to study..
but i still cannot concentrate in my study...
assignments + tests + personal activities= stress
study mood.... where are you???

Casino!!!

yuhhhuuuuu...it's my first time to "intrude" the Genting Casino
maybe my short hair makes me look mature
anyway, it's fun and exciting to gamble in casino
although i lose money (my parents' money)

took some pictures because nothing to do there besides gambling

The Ring

老公：想起我们结婚时，我还是个穷光蛋，根本买不起戒指给你，但你依然下嫁于我。这些日子以来，我赚了点儿钱，是时候弥补当年的遗憾了。走，我们去选戒指!

老婆：不要啦，有钱就省下来，不要乱花钱!待你赚更多的钱再买一枚更好的戒指给我，那我会更 开心。

老公：蛤？那好吧！

过了十年....

老公：老婆老婆!我们去选戒指吧！最近有促销哦！不买就亏大了...

老婆：好啊！（犹豫了几秒）还是不要啦！把那钱省下来，迟些时候再买一枚更贵的戒指给我。

老公：真的？那只好这样算了。（纳闷）

转眼间又过了十年...

老婆：老公，你还记得你的承诺吗？你说过要买一枚又大又美的戒指给我，我们现在就走吧...

老公：嗯.... 改天吧！我最近很忙...

老婆：....

就这样又过了十年...夫妻俩也已七十岁了...

老婆：嗯哪个戒指，你还记得吧？老公：蛤？什么？我老了，耳朵不灵了。我....（咳了几声）

老先生不知怎的一病不起，就这样在医院躺了半个多月。医生说他时日不多了，要老太太做好最坏的打算。

临终前，老先生坚持要回家。

老公：老太婆，你干嘛哭哭啼啼啊？我又还没死...

老婆：（哽咽着）

老先生从抽屉里拿出了一个饼干盒，递给了老太太。当她打开盒子一看，里边竟是四枚戒指。老太太的眼泪也随着满是皱纹的脸颊留下。病得无力的老先生依然坚持要为老太太带上那些戒指。

老公：你看你，哭得像画猫一样，丑死了！这些年来，每次要带你去买戒指，你都推三阻四，所以我就自个儿买了。但都没机会给你。今儿个，我终于能为你带上了，我死也无憾了我... （咳）

老婆：我爱你...

老公：我也爱你...

老太太紧握着老先生的手直到他最后一口气。

老先生走后的两个星期，老太太也因过于思念他而相继去世。

new look, new life

i cut my hair short last week

i just cannot get used to my short hair

maybe because i have kept the long hair since i was small

finally, i have the courage to cut it short....

"shhh... i cut it short already... just few of you know only!"

2.03333， 102.567

这是离开你的第几天

地球也自转了好几圈

我忘了怎么计算

可能因为我的数学不好吧

阳光依旧耀眼

而我

依然还在原地

那你呢？

我现处位置

2.03333, 102.567

Penang Trip 18-21 August 2010

it was about 7am, before headed to Bukit Jalil bus station, we had our breakfast at Bistro Palma.


after 5 hours journey, we finally reached our destination---> Penang
this was the hotel for us to sleep, eat, play cards and shit.. haha
actually Tune Hotels is not bad already. one thing i want to complain here is it's toilet!!!
the door of the toilet with no lock!! that means anyone can open from outside even when there's people using it..

this is the place where we had our first meal at Penang.

we have tried the famous food in Penang here

fried kuey tiew, fried oyster, rojak, Penang Asam Laksa, Hokkien mee...

after dinner, we went to Gurney Plaza for shopping and movie---> Cat's favourite LeeHom

the movie of Love in Disguise

on the second day, we went to Sleeping Buddha Temple..

between, in that morning.. my roomate and Laverne were just the same look with the Buddha

because they were just enjoying their precious sleeping time.. hahaha

the next stop was Kek Lok Si.

it was hot that day... i don't how to describe the weather.. it was really really hot...

in my opinion, i think the stairs have reduced as compared to last time. i can climb up in short time. hahaha

(maybe i have grown up already-->legs become longer???)







Guan Yin Ting

(partially completed)

it is still lack of construction fund

take picture again...

(i didn't upload more photos because all of them already in my facebook)












back from Kek Lok Si, we went back to hotel for a short nap??? i think it was a long nap... we all became sleeping beauties again... haha

we went to Little India for dinner.

we decided to have Indian food as dinner but eventually ended up by Chinese food

(reason: Indian food is sooooooo... we prefer local Chinese food)











the next day, we went to Komtar for shopping.

we headed to Batu Feringghi by bus.

it is a beach but not highland, don't get confuse by it's name

(i think only i will take it as highland...''swt'')

out of my expectation, there was less people (bikini girls and handsome ang mohs)

but horses were running around there

(ivy and epeng was so scare)





our footprints... mixed up already..

need to do DNA test to prove the identities...

































the last night at Tune Hotels..

we celebrated Laverne's birthday in advance.

she is a Merdeka girl.. haha

i wonder what's her birthday wish.

maybe meet up with her prince?? (shhh..secret!)

we had a girl's talk at that night

gossip a lot about the past things...

(i cannot say here)

0050

flashback means...

in which survivors of traumatic experiences are (usually unexpectedly) revisited by elements of the traumatic experience

at 0050

it happened in my mind

when you told me about that

i miss raining days

it's the season of my secret....

random

appreciate the weaknesses that you are having now
because of these
make you special and distinct in crowds of people
don't try to look down on yourself
before others do that to you
because you are the one who can control your own destiny


please remember:
weakness+improvement=strength

"i will become prettier soon... in 2 years time...."
said by eve

这样的夜

如果天空真的

愿意听我诉说心事，

我想要它陪我一起哭

在这寂寞心痛的夜...

懂了

一直以来
他都觉得只要他对别人好
别人就会对他好一些
最起码别做伤害他的事
他都无所谓
于是他懂了一个自私的道理,

“不要对别人付出100%，保留剩余的给自己，

起码不用独自躲在角落哭泣无人晓。”

i want to...

i want to change my way to communicate with you
i want to keep some secrets for myself
i want to be independent and not rely on you
i want to keep myself from your critics
i want to live a life without sadness and stress
i want to complete all the things on time
i want to change your attitude

all the things i want to do...
start from now....

怕

死亡
并没有想象中可怕
唯一可怕的而是
与至亲的人
永远分割在
两个没有交集的世界

wear black to school

it's black day in Inti....
it's also the black day for our group of Management Science...
OMG!!!
first time met all these problems...
1. group members did the slides on last minutes
2. they asked me to bring laptop in the morning
3. woke up late without proper breakfast
4. sheue yng was worse than me (woke up after 43 called her)
5. edited slides in the class
6. technical problems happened on my laptop
7. all corrections done on the slides were gone
8. became second last group to present (many of the classmates were going back)
9. the guy simply answered the questions asked by lecturer (direct "shooting")
10. bus to Giant has gone for twice

still don't know what will happen later....
worrying....

rose

it's a rose from you

thanks a lot

i like it

although i didn't show any surprise expression....

you said...

you said...
you will give me the time...

you said...
you will give me the strength...

you said...
you will give me the happiness...

you said...
you will give me the world...

all the things you said...
had become an excuse for me to escape....

teardrops....
the only solution for sadness... at least for me..

XL said....

XL said...
toleration and communication are important in maintaining relationships
either in family, love and friendship...
whereas trust is the bridge to connect two people from different worlds..
im glad to get advice from her

this is the time for me
to learn how to communicate and socialize with people from different backgrouds, races, religions and cultures...
i don't regret what i have done
as long as i think that's right~~

p/s: i miss her so much...

30-Hour Famine

30-Hour Famine....

i donated RM2...

but i didn't take part because i think i cannot tahan the starvation!!!

hahaha.....

so.. i just do what i can do...

喜欢

喜欢，要怎样变得更让你看得见，

喜欢，让自己活在更多原则下了。

（XC，2010）