change!!!!!!

wondering why recently I lost control easily...
it's time for me to do self assessment!!!
what I'm trying to say is....
it's hard to find the mushroom in the present situation...
maybe I have wrong too..
so many weaknesses in communicating with people...
trying to be a person that please everyone
willing to take up things silently although there's nobody notice it...
afterall, nobody realizes my changes and efforts...
argghhhh.....

不管了

有些人能对一切无动于衷，
但我不能.....
都怪多事的我在做怪....

与其期待你的改变
我选择改变自己
于是
我告诉自己

“ 我不管了。”

if i believe that i will be fine... is everything gonna be alright???

god bless me.... i don't want to suffer anymore from this.... really... i don't want it!!!!

知心朋友

“真挚的友谊，犹如和煦的春风，在寒潮尚未退尽的时刻吹送这丝丝暖意…
犹如炎夏的清风，在骄阳如火的季节，送来阵阵清凉…
当你失败时，总有人说上那些暖心的话，他正是你的朋友…当你成功时，总有人会和你一起分享着幸福的时刻，他正是你的朋友…
与你同悲伤共欢乐，为了你的梦想的实现，而倾力相助的人… 为了你的困难而不遗余力帮助解决的人…
为了你的心灵不再忍受重负而全力解除压力的人… 为了你的未来而风雨相携的人…
无论在任何情况下都不会离你而去的人…
用诚恳的内心伴随着你一生的人，正是你的朋友…
是朋友 不会在乎你的容貌，是朋友不会在乎你的地位，是朋友不会在乎你的家境，他们真正在乎的是，绝不让亲爱的朋友受到一点点伤害……
财富不是一辈子的朋友，朋友却是一辈子的财富！ 友情是无色的 可是爱情是会退色的…”

p/s:我的朋友很多，但知心的没几个。以上是我从网上找到的答案.... 我想朋友的定义，因人而异吧！

specially for YOU

it's the moment for you and me...

thanks for spending the time and energy with me..
i like the advanced 21st birthday celebration from you...
truly appreciate...the happiness that u give me...

cheers!!! forever 21!!!

you're the music in me

you're the music in me....

with the lyrics of our memories
it will never come to an end
till our last breath.....

PK

PK=Player Killing

与你的对决，我在意的不是输赢，
而是你想给我的定义...



p/s: for Lady Gaga

勇敢

生命的伤痕， 苦涩，寂寞

最难的是面对内心那个脆弱不安的自己

谁会和你一起勇敢？

key

...i give you the key...

....to unlock the unforseeable future....

can you do it?

"life is short, seize the moment. "
i took it from sze shan.
this is an advice for people.
but, how many people can do it?

to achieve it, a lot of efforts and courages are to be invested.
meanwhile, pains and sadness are inevitable too.
so, for long term happiness, i need to accept both realities!!!

"GO FOR IT"... this is what i used to tell the Lady Gaga...
hope it can work whenever and whatever the situation is.

unknown

it has been a long time that i didnt update my blog since the last post.

it used to be the place for me to express my feeling.

but... this few months...i have undergone several changes physically and mentally.

CNY is coming soon.. the same goes to my birthday... a special one...

because it is my 21st birthday..

i bet there is no one will celebrate with me on 6th February as i need to go back from Muar to Inti.

however, my Inti friends had celebrated with me on 19th January.. together with the other two friends..

should i feel happy for the advanced celebration? or should i feel sad for the hidden reason?

i dont know...

between, i feel happy due to the EXPECTED surprise from him... thanks a lot...

now, im still waiting for the reply from Lady Gaga.... please give me an answer as soon as possible...