好奇心

有好多事

不想多说

因为

我太执着

你太迟钝

而有些事

明知道知道后

会让人伤心

却还是想从你口中得知

原来这就是

好奇惹的祸

反方向

一直以为

只要等待

你就会回头

只要努力

就会有结果

但是

事实好像不断提醒我

不管我再怎么努力

还是跟不上你的脚步

原来
我们一直在背道而驰....

it's short !!!

this is the second week of my new semester..

it's short semester so everything will be packed
and i wont have extra time for entertainment..
during these two weeks, i have been to Pangkor with Ling, WT and Calvin..
then followed by sending YJ and WT to airport..
and also shopping trips to Mid Valley, Seremban 2 and The Mines..
i think now is the time for me to study..
but i still cannot concentrate in my study...
assignments + tests + personal activities= stress
study mood.... where are you???

Casino!!!

yuhhhuuuuu...it's my first time to "intrude" the Genting Casino
maybe my short hair makes me look mature
anyway, it's fun and exciting to gamble in casino
although i lose money (my parents' money)

took some pictures because nothing to do there besides gambling

The Ring

老公：想起我们结婚时，我还是个穷光蛋，根本买不起戒指给你，但你依然下嫁于我。这些日子以来，我赚了点儿钱，是时候弥补当年的遗憾了。走，我们去选戒指!

老婆：不要啦，有钱就省下来，不要乱花钱!待你赚更多的钱再买一枚更好的戒指给我，那我会更 开心。

老公：蛤？那好吧！

过了十年....

老公：老婆老婆!我们去选戒指吧！最近有促销哦！不买就亏大了...

老婆：好啊！（犹豫了几秒）还是不要啦！把那钱省下来，迟些时候再买一枚更贵的戒指给我。

老公：真的？那只好这样算了。（纳闷）

转眼间又过了十年...

老婆：老公，你还记得你的承诺吗？你说过要买一枚又大又美的戒指给我，我们现在就走吧...

老公：嗯.... 改天吧！我最近很忙...

老婆：....

就这样又过了十年...夫妻俩也已七十岁了...

老婆：嗯哪个戒指，你还记得吧？老公：蛤？什么？我老了，耳朵不灵了。我....（咳了几声）

老先生不知怎的一病不起，就这样在医院躺了半个多月。医生说他时日不多了，要老太太做好最坏的打算。

临终前，老先生坚持要回家。

老公：老太婆，你干嘛哭哭啼啼啊？我又还没死...

老婆：（哽咽着）

老先生从抽屉里拿出了一个饼干盒，递给了老太太。当她打开盒子一看，里边竟是四枚戒指。老太太的眼泪也随着满是皱纹的脸颊留下。病得无力的老先生依然坚持要为老太太带上那些戒指。

老公：你看你，哭得像画猫一样，丑死了！这些年来，每次要带你去买戒指，你都推三阻四，所以我就自个儿买了。但都没机会给你。今儿个，我终于能为你带上了，我死也无憾了我... （咳）

老婆：我爱你...

老公：我也爱你...

老太太紧握着老先生的手直到他最后一口气。

老先生走后的两个星期，老太太也因过于思念他而相继去世。

new look, new life

i cut my hair short last week

i just cannot get used to my short hair

maybe because i have kept the long hair since i was small

finally, i have the courage to cut it short....

"shhh... i cut it short already... just few of you know only!"

2.03333， 102.567

这是离开你的第几天

地球也自转了好几圈

我忘了怎么计算

可能因为我的数学不好吧

阳光依旧耀眼

而我

依然还在原地

那你呢？

我现处位置

2.03333, 102.567

Penang Trip 18-21 August 2010

it was about 7am, before headed to Bukit Jalil bus station, we had our breakfast at Bistro Palma.


after 5 hours journey, we finally reached our destination---> Penang
this was the hotel for us to sleep, eat, play cards and shit.. haha
actually Tune Hotels is not bad already. one thing i want to complain here is it's toilet!!!
the door of the toilet with no lock!! that means anyone can open from outside even when there's people using it..

this is the place where we had our first meal at Penang.

we have tried the famous food in Penang here

fried kuey tiew, fried oyster, rojak, Penang Asam Laksa, Hokkien mee...

after dinner, we went to Gurney Plaza for shopping and movie---> Cat's favourite LeeHom

the movie of Love in Disguise

on the second day, we went to Sleeping Buddha Temple..

between, in that morning.. my roomate and Laverne were just the same look with the Buddha

because they were just enjoying their precious sleeping time.. hahaha

the next stop was Kek Lok Si.

it was hot that day... i don't how to describe the weather.. it was really really hot...

in my opinion, i think the stairs have reduced as compared to last time. i can climb up in short time. hahaha

(maybe i have grown up already-->legs become longer???)







Guan Yin Ting

(partially completed)

it is still lack of construction fund

take picture again...

(i didn't upload more photos because all of them already in my facebook)












back from Kek Lok Si, we went back to hotel for a short nap??? i think it was a long nap... we all became sleeping beauties again... haha

we went to Little India for dinner.

we decided to have Indian food as dinner but eventually ended up by Chinese food

(reason: Indian food is sooooooo... we prefer local Chinese food)











the next day, we went to Komtar for shopping.

we headed to Batu Feringghi by bus.

it is a beach but not highland, don't get confuse by it's name

(i think only i will take it as highland...''swt'')

out of my expectation, there was less people (bikini girls and handsome ang mohs)

but horses were running around there

(ivy and epeng was so scare)





our footprints... mixed up already..

need to do DNA test to prove the identities...

































the last night at Tune Hotels..

we celebrated Laverne's birthday in advance.

she is a Merdeka girl.. haha

i wonder what's her birthday wish.

maybe meet up with her prince?? (shhh..secret!)

we had a girl's talk at that night

gossip a lot about the past things...

(i cannot say here)

0050

flashback means...

in which survivors of traumatic experiences are (usually unexpectedly) revisited by elements of the traumatic experience

at 0050

it happened in my mind

when you told me about that

i miss raining days

it's the season of my secret....

random

appreciate the weaknesses that you are having now
because of these
make you special and distinct in crowds of people
don't try to look down on yourself
before others do that to you
because you are the one who can control your own destiny


please remember:
weakness+improvement=strength

"i will become prettier soon... in 2 years time...."
said by eve

这样的夜

如果天空真的

愿意听我诉说心事，

我想要它陪我一起哭

在这寂寞心痛的夜...

懂了

一直以来
他都觉得只要他对别人好
别人就会对他好一些
最起码别做伤害他的事
他都无所谓
于是他懂了一个自私的道理,

“不要对别人付出100%，保留剩余的给自己，

起码不用独自躲在角落哭泣无人晓。”

i want to...

i want to change my way to communicate with you
i want to keep some secrets for myself
i want to be independent and not rely on you
i want to keep myself from your critics
i want to live a life without sadness and stress
i want to complete all the things on time
i want to change your attitude

all the things i want to do...
start from now....

怕

死亡
并没有想象中可怕
唯一可怕的而是
与至亲的人
永远分割在
两个没有交集的世界

wear black to school

it's black day in Inti....
it's also the black day for our group of Management Science...
OMG!!!
first time met all these problems...
1. group members did the slides on last minutes
2. they asked me to bring laptop in the morning
3. woke up late without proper breakfast
4. sheue yng was worse than me (woke up after 43 called her)
5. edited slides in the class
6. technical problems happened on my laptop
7. all corrections done on the slides were gone
8. became second last group to present (many of the classmates were going back)
9. the guy simply answered the questions asked by lecturer (direct "shooting")
10. bus to Giant has gone for twice

still don't know what will happen later....
worrying....

rose

it's a rose from you

thanks a lot

i like it

although i didn't show any surprise expression....

you said...

you said...
you will give me the time...

you said...
you will give me the strength...

you said...
you will give me the happiness...

you said...
you will give me the world...

all the things you said...
had become an excuse for me to escape....

teardrops....
the only solution for sadness... at least for me..

XL said....

XL said...
toleration and communication are important in maintaining relationships
either in family, love and friendship...
whereas trust is the bridge to connect two people from different worlds..
im glad to get advice from her

this is the time for me
to learn how to communicate and socialize with people from different backgrouds, races, religions and cultures...
i don't regret what i have done
as long as i think that's right~~

p/s: i miss her so much...

30-Hour Famine

30-Hour Famine....

i donated RM2...

but i didn't take part because i think i cannot tahan the starvation!!!

hahaha.....

so.. i just do what i can do...

喜欢

喜欢，要怎样变得更让你看得见，

喜欢，让自己活在更多原则下了。

（XC，2010）