心事

有时候

诚实也是一种罪

不想让你知道

只为了不让你难过

因为我会

为了你的伤心而伤心

最后

我的抱歉

也成全了你的再见

中途转机

等待

依旧让人眷恋

就连时间也会分心

当雾散了

我才发现

原来

你只是中途转机...

materialistic?

girls are materialistic???

it depends on what circumstances...

SSC lecturer wants us to make up and dress formal during the Mod Interview

it's an ORDER...

so

i spent over hundred on cosmestic

should i feel guilty???

but

yuu said... "it's time to make this investment..

to build up your confidence and show your feminine side to the people"...

i think it's right...

i am a professional accountant

not a prostitute...

please do not judge me by my make up!!!

hahahhaha

twilight

i want to watch this movie...

although i havent watched the previous parts..

it's on 30th June 2010...

but Malaysia is on 8th July 2010???

im not sure about that...

will it show in Muar's cinema then???

im still wondering...

p/s: XC read the book before...

with highlighted words

anywhere... good reader...

and it's where the story starts

when i met YOU...

+U

im here not trying to show off....

im going to Academic Awards Ceremony for January Session..

maybe this is the last time i have the chance to attend this ceremony..

so desperate right??

anyway... i have prepared myself to confront all the obstacles and stress...

the only disappointment is... im going alone...

hope to go with Yng and 43 next semester!!!

all the best to U and Me...

random

taken by XC... i found that it is meaningful...

i miss you...

do you miss me too?

我是谁 我是谁 我是谁

我是誰 你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰 總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰 是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰 只有不是自己才安全

為什麼 你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼 你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼 這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼 到底做錯了什麼

朋友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑 笑 笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在
你想要的很 很 很簡單
不過就是最普通的 的 的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼
閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我
沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼
小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會不會 上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會 是故意整你不是不小心
會不會 你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會 堅持要做自己太危險

憑什麼 難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼 先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼 只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼 隨便就把人定罪我是誰

這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰 誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰 我是誰 我是誰
我就是我
你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗


p/s: 感谢二哥的推荐，还有你的分享...

我的E计划

我计划远离
这座拥挤的城市
所以

请你不要再对我这么好

你的企图心

已超越我所能的负荷

让我觉得没有安全感

嘘.......

我要对你提高警惕

不让你有机可乘

因为我今天拾到了一个宝贝!

泪

有时候

我讨厌聪明的我

不想看清你的真面目

只怕觉得自己很可悲

有时候

我讨厌坚强的我

以为自己可以不哭

但其实我真的没你想象中

那样冷酷无情

眼泪...其实真的很重...

有缘无分

你的过去

我来不及参与

你的现在

我只是个配角

你的未来

我没有被邀请

原来

这就是所谓的

...有缘无分....

罪名

尽管身边围绕着

很多美好的人事物

我努力，很努力

每天用微笑让自己过着

自以为很开心的日子

原谅我不是个虔诚的信徒

因为我始终

不能诚实地面对我的缺点

还违背了你对我的信念

这样的罪名

能不能成立？？？

怎样

怎样的雨

怎样的夜

怎样也唤不起

尘封在相片里

曾经拥有过的回忆

May I Love You？

他为她做了很多事
从
嫉妒到生气
感动到喜悦
伤心到掉泪
他们都经历过
但
当他终于鼓起勇气
向她大喊 May I love you ？的时候
她保持了沉默
只怪爱在回忆里太美

Distance

能不能
给我一个明确的答案

哪怕只是暗示

我也想要从你口中得知

不要害怕伤害我

我只想知道

我们之间的距离

该如何计算

是公里？

另一颗心？

还是光年？

IRIS

鸢尾蓝的花语：

赞赏对方素雅大方或暗中仰慕；
也有人认为是代表着宿命中的游离和破碎的激情，
精致的美丽，
可是易碎且易逝
也代表绝望的爱....

判决

哽在你喉咙的判决
是我行刑前最后的温柔
我努力保持沉默
只为用剩下的力气
撑住眼泪的重量
因为自尊在作祟
我可以掩饰得很好
但求不要输得太狼狈

放弃？ 坚持？

拼命想走出
你给过的曾经
但心却不被控制
你不在乎我的在乎
让我伤痕累累
我是时候该放弃了吗？
还是继续坚持当初的坚持？

Sunway Ice Skating

this Saturday was very meaningful..
i gained a lot of fun together with my friends...
Chee Yuan (the driver, nickname- Alex), Yih Jian (my skating coach), Wee Tung and Hui Ling (the lovely couple) and last but not least Sheue Yng (our personal accountant who in charge on everything concerned with $$$).
we departed from Inti at 9.40am and headed to Old Town at Cyberjaya for breakfast...


<--- the cacat star made by six of us...
the special PEACE is me... yeah!!!







Mr Yih Jian... yeng????
we planned to create a facebook account for him since he is going to UK for further study...






Yng (the student) and Chee Yuan (the coach)

stood still.....
weird pose....





a group picture...
happy together.......





Ling and me...
we fell down for several times...
so pitiful...







Yng is the role model claimed by Yih Jian and Chee Yuan.
they want me to learn from Yng.. to be independent on the ICE...
i just cannot do like Yng.. i need a hand or a person besides me whenever i fall down...
haha..
she laughed and screamed my name when i fell down...
so embarassing...





he is my HANDLE rather than my coach...
sorry for dragging him for all the time...
and thanks for supporting me whenever i fall..




the lovely couple in our gang...






the four hungry ghosts while waiting for the seats at Shabu Shabu, Puchong....






i was sooooooo hungry after ice skating and movie " IP MAN 2"....
faster serve me for fooooooood!!!!!!

PwC Trip 2010

on 4 May 2010, there was a trip to PriceWaterhouseCoopers (PwC), one of the BIG 4 accouting firms in Malaysia. About 30 students of BACCI and ACCA took part in this trip. It was nice and we gained many experiences throughout the trip.

Steven helped us to take picture while waiting to visit the firm...
the talk started with the three excutives sharing their experiences with us. meanwhile, they were promoting their company. everyone was concentrating, but me, sleepy and hungry? what to do? i always be like that..



again, what we always do during the break is.... CAMHORING...

Take 1





Take 2

Take 3

YEAH!!!

it's my happy hour!!!

i wanted to eat for so long already..

but steven still wanted to take picture...

Take 4



Take 5

this is the dining room and leisure place for the employees.

they can have their meals here and online during the break...

it's a kind of motivation???

this is the working place...

i wonder which kind of job that i prefer after i graduate...

auditing or accounting advisory???

finally, this is our group picture.

from Inti University College Nilai...

another group picture from two Inti...

Inti-UC and ICSJ...

诀别

开始模糊了
对你的印象
曾及何时
你的嘘寒问暖
已成了我仅有的回忆
唱一首诀别诗
送别你
希望在另一个世界的你
能够得到
永恒的解脱

致：敬爱的大姨丈