Drama Weekends....

edited by ESTER.......

today i spend whole day to watch HK drama....

SWEETNESS IN THE SALT....

quite nice.... myb bcz of i dun hv anythg to do....

hahaha.....

i think nxt week wont b so free dy....

so i beter use tiz chance to enjoy till fullest......

Boring nite at Inti....

too boring liao lo.....

take out old photo n try to edit.....

tiz is amelia, lilian n me.....in de comic book....

i duno y lilian look at amelia....

haha.....

boring day....

need to refresh myself lo....

in lilian's room....forced by amelia....

took with ester's motorcycle....

amelia posing again.....luckily nobody c tat.....

......SENSITIVITY......

r gals sensitive???

about price change in the market? fashion? guys? food? weather? stranger?

opps.....

i think im sensitive in......

HUMAN RELATIONSHIP.....

i always ask myself at the end of each day..... m i do anythg wrong today??? or in other words.... m i do smthg regret in tat day??? if so.... i wil find tat people to explain my reason.... as i said b4.... i always b too straightforward.... so may affect u guys feeling.... i reali din mean tat....

i scare people misunderstand me rather than cheat me.... im different from dd..... i vry care my image n personality in the eyes of my surrounding people.... including my frens....n my family.... i wil try to explain at the 1st time..... coz

IM REALI NOT TAT KIND OF PERSON TAT U THINK!!!!!

bt sometimes i wil jz let it go.... coz mayb explanation is too..... useless.... so..... time will prove my real personality..... i jz wan to share v u abt tiz......

Academic Award Ceremony.....

18 February 2009 was Inti Certificate Presentation and Academic Award Ceremony..... i m happy bcz all my best frens in Inti got de chance to receive tiz honour.... we have put so much efforts during lz semester n finally received de outcome with cheers n joys....

tiz was de 2nd time i received de Excellence awards...i wonder i can get de 3rd time during tiz semester o nt.... by de way, i muz put more efforts to realize tiz target.... so, i wil nvr gv up when there is any obstacle in my pathway of success....

my dear frens......

let's work tgt to enjoy de honour again nxt semester......

i m proud of our success....

cheerssss!!!

Racheal n Me.....

Lilian n Me......

My first semester classmates......

Ling's precious ELEPHANT....has gone.....

ytd before dinner, i walked at de bck of ling... i saw her hands swing to n fro holding her key with elephant key chain.... when we passed by de basketball court.... her elephant.....suddenly dropped on de floor and jumped into de big drain there..... she felt shy n jz walked towards lilian in de front.... de poor elephant has gone like tat... de drain is too deep.... i think abt my height.... or even greater than tat.... sorry ling.... i dare nt to sacrifice my life to save it....

aft MGT class in tiz aftnoon, yuu, amelia, yng n i went to de CRIME SCENE again to take de DEAD elephant's photo.... to gv ling as a memory..... hope she dun b sad bcz of tat unfortune....

poor elephant.... rest 4ever..... ling wil miss u....

My future study fund???

Should i get study loan?? my parents can afford me to complete my degree.... master.....n even PHD??? these question marks r running inside my brain since i entered Inti....

Today jz go CCC with Yng, Ling and Amelia.... we wan to knw hw to apply PTPTN.... actuali they wan to knw.... i dun like to meddle with de formal procedures coz they r too troublesome.... on the other hand, i oso wan to reduce my family's burden... waa.... DILEMMA....

Aft SPM, i gt applied many sources of scholarship... bt i din even gt 1 of them althought my results was straight As... i duno de reasons... maybe bcz of de luck... my bad luck.... i need u guys' aids in my life.... i dare nt to seek help frm u all.... coz i scare i wil b declined by u all or u all feel tatz being forced to help me... i wish to get help which is sincere n following ur own willingness....

Jz nw....Yng suddenly bcm quiet.... i duno watz de cause... maybe it's me again... i always feel tat i wil b de casue of de moody of my frens.... my emotions n bahaviours r de main disastrous factor.... i m too direct n somtimes affect their feeling.... SILENCE perhaps..... is one of de way to communicate... i think....

Yuu n Lilian go music room.... i knw i wil b alone there... i dun like to b repelled by anyone.... i prefer stay in room o follow de crowd..... i knw u two wil enjoy playing there.... if i m there, my mood sure wil influence urs.... i m nt good in everythg o anythg..... my stupid brain somtimes react slowly.... so cant catch up u all's pace.... sorry i cant do anythg for tat weakness.....

Sorry to all my frens..... 4give me if i have done somthg silly or affect u guys' feeling.... i din mean tat.....my mood nw is best decribed by my newly bought T-shirt.....

今天情人节哦 !

Today went shopping with Yng and Ester. We intended to celebrate our lonely Valentine together as all of us are single!!! Single so what?? We still can live the life happily and enjoy it to fullest…

Ester still cannot remember the direction to Alamanda. So, we went there depend on our “sense”. Of course, we drove through many “wasted” miles. Ester got phoned her sis for help. But it didn’t see any changes. At last, Ester drove with much courage and adventurous spirit. Finally, we reached the shopping mall SAFELY… huhuuu……

This is our "good friend" ....

Ester’s mum gave her RM200 to buy those necessities. But then Ester looked very capable on purchasing the goods. Just like “desperate housewife”. Yng also followed her like “assistant housewife”……haha… Yng…… dun scold me ok? That’s my feel!!!

Such a "desperate housewife"....

One important experience must share with you all. That’s we finally met VINCENT at Alamanda. He is not what I imagined before. He has a good looking with dyed golden hair. Not as disgusting as Alex described. At first I thought that Alex told him the news. But, when I phoned Alex, he said Vincent didn’t know anything at all. So, Ester brought us ran here and there to avoid him like met ghost. So excited!!

Took when we were hiding in a boutique...

We also met QinQin there. She is working at Nicole. And Ester bought one T-shirt of lollipop there. I also bought one T-shirt of sad faces (opposite of smiley) from Nicole at Parkson. Yng bought one from Nichii. Actually Yng spent RM100++ in her Bio-essence facial care. We have our Valentine’s meal at McDonald...

Our Valentine's meal....

Thanks Ester for shopping with us to pre-occupied the lonely Saturday in Inti… Looking forward for the surprise of next year’s Valentine!!!

Sorry to my Muar's friends....

i specially write this to u all...

sorry... i knw u all sincerely wan celebrate my birthday.... thxxx alots..... i reali no mood tat few days coz my bro is stil in de hospital... so i hope u all dun mind it...

and.... thx for tat present... i like it vry much... it's so special and meant for me...

frenz 4ever oh!!!!

My dearest bro....GET WELL SOON!!!

Haiz.... My birthday passed in the Pantai Malacca Hospital.

Last Friday, my family fetched me back to Muar to celebrate my birthday with my friends in Muar. However, my sis phoned my mum on the way back to my lovely home. She said my bro was suffering from fever and vomit, he was feeling extremely uncomfortable. So my mum asked my sis to fetch him go to Malacca hospital together with my uncle and aunty. We went there from Nilai to Malacca by highway. Along the way, I felt guilty because I shouldn’t go back. But I really didn’t know my bro was sick so seriously. I’m blaming myself that time.

When we reached hospital, my bro still wished me happy birthday. I was very touch. Then the doctor said his temperature was 39’C. SO HIGH!! He needed to stay in ward in order to recover. That night, my sweet plus bitter 19th birthday passed in the ward together with nurses and a lying chair. My sis and I slept on the chairs the whole night to look after my bro.

The next day, I ate his lunch. The chicken was so oily. I didn’t know how the patients there eat that every day. So, my sis and I went to the cafeteria at ground floor to have our lunch, tea-time and dinner. My sis likes to eat the sandwich. I wonder it tasted as nice as my sis described to me. In contrary, I felt it was OK only. Haha…… And my sis was very… She kept going out to see the male nurse and even chat with him. This was the funny thing to talk about!

My dearest bro now is still in the hospital. The doctor said he needs to stay for two more weeks to receive the injection of antibiotic. My mum stayed there and looked after him few days before. But I know that sleep in the hospital is quite uncomfortable as the nurses may come in and make us cannot sleep well. The most important problem is……the air-con is too cold… I cannot stand it sometimes. I hope he is fine… He will be fine!!! God bless him!!!

祝我生日快乐！！

19th birthday lo.... I must be mature as You Yan (radio) said... 5th Feb.. We went to MyBox to sing K... 3 hours non-stop and made me very tired oh... Never mind la... As long as Lilian and all my friends are happy and relax from MGT quiz... Aunty Jenny is a nice cafe. The only weakness is its location is not so good... But it is consider good for Intians already. hahaha.....

I have been receiving the birthday wish messages since 12am until now.... I really hope that I can get all the blessing from all my friends and family.

My friends in Inti oh... They really planned the celebration with much efforts. They didn't care their faces and did something very funny all the way to my room. Especially Hui Ling. haha.... Thanks a lot oh... I like the CHEERS OF EVELYN BALLOONS from you guys. I wonder who designed for it. I think must be Yuu... But after you guys went back, I need to break them one by one. I scare my neighbours complaint me because it was 2am already.

In the morning, a surprise again. It was Ester... I didn't know why she was in my block. She brought her hand-made birthday card to me. It is so special...Inside the card got a CD that she burnt. The Birthday Song is so sweet and touching. I cried when I was listening that time. Ester, thank you oh.... I hope we can be friends foever no matter what happen...

In the class, Yuu purposely put her hand-made birthday card under my pencil bag. I pretended never seen it. But, Yuu sarcatically asked me don't act again. haha.... I know la... I just want you to give me by your hands....

Anyway, I appreciate what you all had done for me. Thank a lot!!!